hey i'm new here just one of those people who don't have a life and spend it on the internet blogging i have 5 of them

no one reads my myspace blog hope they will on mindsay i have alot to get off my chest

i was the girl who always had something funny or stupid to say the one who had alot of friends and was an eternal optimistic till i met him... ever since i haven't been the same i hate the reflection in the mirror ,i cut my wrists and i wish i had the courage to finish the attemted suicides i've done , i hate my life and i'm sad even when i smile i wish i was someone else

my friends recently gave me the ultimatum : be the old better version of you or we wn't talk to you any more

i wish i could but i don't know her i forgot her name , her smile her life

i hate her !!! she made me like this she fell in love she met him

i loved sexy clothing and pink and now i love dark black clothes i want to dye my hair red white and black (it's brown) i can' go back to her

but i'll pretend so i don't find myself alone

like the way i feel

i'll finish this blog another time got to go